mirror of thoughts

?????

2012-01-23T01:18:00.000+08:00

Sleepless Night

2012-01-19T03:38:00.005+08:00

Tonight I am totally out of order due to this throbbing headache , non stop sneezing , sore throat fever and Body pain. Almost all the common sickness together. Tonight i am not able to sleep or even lie down cos of the difficulties i am facing . Some nights are never easy. Wondering how to make this night short.

Its so true that When we get sick all the negative energy flow inside our body as we are weak to fight against those. To be frank i feel so weak and lonely tonight.Never thought in any of these days i would be missing somethings in my life which i have ignored most for better. Yet i miss some days of my life where you made it beautiful, joyful and awesome.

Well there are people in everyone's life who make you feel better and who simply makes you smile .They are always there whether you need them or not. Somehow they make a great difference to your life , making you believe in little things that brings happiness to you. They are the special people in your life who would cross any barrier just to be with you. They are the people who make you forget all your worries and concentrate on good things that is happening in your life.When you get sick they are always there wishing you a good health and making you forget your sickness by cracking jokes or saying beautiful words that heal you. Such are sweet people in your life. They would always know what you are going through although you don't mention that.They just know like that. I know everyone of us have or would wish for a such a person who would be by your side through thick and thin.

I was One lucky person who just got her wish fulfilled. Yet i was not able to appreciate it openly thinking something might go wrong .Something really did go wrong for that i lost the spark of the magic.But hoping to get back those beautiful days. Thank you for spreading magic into this lonesome life.

Loosing the grip

2012-01-13T20:31:00.000+08:00

I have been feeling blue for the past few days , few months. I wasn't worried about myself in the past year thinking that in the beginning of this year all my unknown feelings would be vanished. i acted normal until today i lost the grip..NO more i can hold it. I know i am releasing all this as anger which i should not do. Yet it is happening. I am sorry for causing you all troubles, for giving you pain which you don't deserve.Hoping you would forgive me for all my troubles.

"Wherever I may wander down the pathways of life, My cry to you, oh my Lord, is ‘guide me to light’

Totally ok

2012-01-10T14:02:00.005+08:00

Yesterday i had a great time with few of my friends. After a long time we got to spend some time together for few hours recalling old school days and discussing about big dreams and changes. I had a great time. Yet there was something that disturbed me for a while. Somehow it was surprising. while teasing each other seeing the beautiful full moon my friend asked me about missing someone. I instantly replied i dont miss anyone. It may be hard to believe .yet its true.I dont have the feeling of missing anyone now. Maybe i became rockhearted .Its not that i don't care about any of my friends. But Somehow i m just adjsuted to the life where i don't miss anyone. Maybe i am lost in another world. This is not totally me. Maybe the new me.

My friend said that in everyone's life there comes a point where we love to be alone.It s human nature. I don't know whether he was kidding or not. Somehow i believe that statement is true.I used to call or text my friends whenever possible although not lot. I always keeps in touch. But now there is only one or two friends whom i text which is also very few times.Am i changed ?I wonder. I don't know the answer to those questions. But what i know is i do care about all of my friends. And love to spend some time together.

It is also true that i feel lonely among the crowds and i feel better when i am alone or with only few special friends.If this is wrong then ya i may be changed.Maybe this is the nature of Humans. I have seen such changes in many of my friends. It took time for them to be back to the real world. And this is the time i am facing such situation.I don't feel lonely . I have all you guys who make me feel lucky. yet I cant help it. It will take time. My dear friends if you feel i am not been me for the past few days or now don't be worried. THis is totally normal. I love you all . Thank you for being there always.

Happy new year...

2012-01-09T14:27:00.000+08:00

20.12.2011

2011-12-21T17:09:00.004+08:00

This day began with the shocking news of the death of my aunts sis. Although we are not close relatives i never felt that we are far .The times spent with her when i was at aunts place were great days of my life. I still cant belive she is gone.She is a funny person. Now also when i think of her i remember the smiles and laughs of her. When she starts laughn it is difficult to stop her. Evrybody joins the laughter with her. Though sometimes she has been bit difficult to handle she has been a great person. whenever she sees me she has that smile and keeps complaining as i dont visit her.I like the complains of her. It always gave me the smile.I know i have been a bad person without meeting her. today i feel so bad that i could not even see her at the last minute.i cant believe she is gone.I will miss seeing her. i will miss the complains of her. I will miss her more than i thought. It seems like a dream.
May allah bless her soul and grant her Jannah. Will miss her always.

"Surely we belong to Allah and to him we shall return"

From the bottom of my ♥

2011-12-16T15:33:00.003+08:00

Best Friends are very special people in our life. They are the first people we think of when we make plans or decisions. They are the first people we go to when we need someone to talk to. We would call them just to talk about nothing, or about the most important things in our life. A best friend would make us smile when we are sad. They would put all the efforts to bring a smile on our face. They give the best hugs in the world. They are the shoulder to cry on, because they care about us. In other words they would be ready to take a bullet for us because it would be hard for them to watch us get hurt. Every moment spent with them is exciting. We fight, cry, smile and make fun together. They will be reachable whenever the other needs them. In short they are almost two souls in one body.

This is what a best friend is like. I always wanted to have such a best friend in my life. From childhood onwards my search to find a best friend remained as a dream. When I met you I thought u would be the person whom I always wanted as a best friend. We have great moments of fun in our life. Though we are different in many things we became best friends during school days and after that. However the road was never easy. With you it was fun. Your bubbly and cheerful and exciting nature was a great help to me. My silence was broken and I felt the true happiness running through my nerves when I was with you. They were so many beautiful memories to cherish. However there were days when I was being neglected due to my silent nature, when u find people with whom u can enjoy. I was happy to see u happy. The best thing was you always realize the thing even though I didn’t say a single word. And then you just say sorry and make everything right. We were happy .And you were truly a great best friend.

The years passed by and our school days were over. Life began to change and with that our ship began to take different route. Everyone whom we know was proud of us. They see us still as how we were before. But u and I know everything is different now. Maybe it is because of the distance, maturity and life after school that changed everything. And mostly you have gone through a lot in your life for all you become to believe you are alone. And I know I couldn’t be there for you as I was so far.
There was a point in my life where I lost the trust I have on you. We share things with each other because of the trust. But when the thing we share between us is told to someone else it breaks the trust. I know you have talked about that with them. I just don’t know why. When they keep asking the question it really disturbs me. I share with you thinking that you will keep it in your heart. It doesn’t go that way. I never talked about any of your thing with others. Because I don’t want to lose your trust and since you are my best friend I don’t have to talk about your stuffs .It’s between us only. However I never complained and was as usual. Yet I lost the trust. Every time when I try to share something with you it comes to my mind and I just could not. May be this was the line that led us to different paths at one point of our life. But I tried to keep that aside thinking positive about it. I changed my perspective on that. You shared one important fact of my life with them, maybe hoping to get guidance on what was right on that situation. I know you just want to get idea on how to help me in the most difficult time of my life by giving the best option. Thinking all those I just forgot all about it.
May be I could not do much on it. And Today I am seeing a side of you which I have never seen before. Yet I am been silent. You complain that I didn’t do so and so. But yet you never think what you did. I don’t want to pin point every little thing. But I do think about it and it hurts. I know u can see what others show you. And you truly know I am not right for your best friend.

Today it was so hurtful when you said it doesn’t matter if I go or not. And when I told you to make things right you just said that you are not willing to do anything. I was surprised. I felt like I should let everything go. Because you do not need me anymore. Whether I stay or not it doesn’t matter to you. I should not be sad about those. I have lately felt that. Yet I don’t know why it is breaking my heart, why it is being a barrier to my work , why I keep thinking about it always , why I don’t feel like doing anything. Every single second now it keep spinning on my mind. It hurts so bad. But I can’t say anything on that .
I just pray to allah to make everything right. I do want us to be like before. I want to make everything right. So I will take every step I have to take to reach there.

I just want to say sorry If I ever hurt you. Hope things would change to better. And today I begin my first step towards making things right for us. Hope everything goes well. Because I want you to be a part of my life. I want us to share every little thing and be the best friends as always. I want to correct all the mistakes I have done when fulfilling the duty of friendship. Maybe everything became apart cos of me. So I will make everything right this time and never give a single space for you to feel that you are alone. I do love you and will always do.

Trip to Gn.Atoll

2011-07-13T15:05:00.006+08:00

For the past few days i have been thinking to blog about some days of my life. Yet i could not get the time to do so due to hectic work and so many deadlines. So atlast here i am thinking to put my thoughts into words.

It has always been my wish to visit all the islands in maldives inorder to examine the culture and life of people in other parts of the Maldives.I am sure it would be different in ways.Its interesting to observe the differences and gather intresting facts about it.

Likewise when i got the chance to visit Fuvahmulah i happily agreed as it was the first step to make that wish come true.Sadly i could not capture much photos of that trip.Above is the collage of some of the pictures.

It was a tiring trip to Gn. Atoll due to the heavy waves and the seasickness. Yet a great trip to see the wonderful place. When we talk about that atoll " thundi" always comes to everyones lips .I too was excited to see that place. The cute pebbles were so unique .Yet the thing which attracted me most was the huge waves. I found that very beautiful and exciting. The sound of it was like a lullaby to me . i know i must be crazy. but it touched me the most .

Killing time

2011-03-17T00:55:00.004+08:00

The day did not start well .... I was unable to to do much of the works i planned cos of the distractions...

So here is something i drew(in paint)just to be away from the stress.. and luckily it helped me to put back my efforts in my work and some memories of childhood came flooding back when i thought of rose. It was such a beautiful memory.

It was the day when i went for Quran recitation ceremony which was held in another island. so many students from different schools went.There were cute little kids also.I was nervous to be there since i was young and quiet shy to face the crowd.

However i sat among my group trying to forget the fear when suddenly a cute lil girl with a smiling face came over to me and gave me a rose.It was beautiful.i was shocked.cos i didnt know that girl and out of everyone she gave me that.i smiled.She gave me a big smile and went to her moms.i just couldn't stop smiling.The smile of her made me forget my fear and face the crowd with more confidence.

Unknowingly she helped me and until today i am thankful of what she did.She is sweet .I wish i could meet her again.She must be a grown up by now .:) Hope to meet u someday lil girl.

So here is the tip of the day.Keep smiling .When you smile ,the person who sees it, smile and then everything beautiful happens. And don't forget about roses :)

Fact

2011-03-10T17:48:00.002+08:00

Being a boss at workplace is a such lonesome work.Evrybody hates you for no reason,Your past friends become strangers to you.Your employees keep searching for a time when u leave office and start blabbering about you.your one decision for the better of the work place create war in the office. Every time you keep thinking for the better of the employees but they never realize the work you do .it is never paid of .All you want is a friendly environment where everyone understands that decision are made for better of themselves. yet the past negligence keep repeating. You are being blamed for not understanding their feelings.
they never know the pressure on you.. the works you do...I agree there are few employers who are just the opposite of this ,those who always think of themselves and pressure the employees. But all are not like that.
Today being in such a position i am being blamed for not understanding ones feeling when i know it was a fair decision. Never expected this yet have to be aware of such things.
So for all the good employers here is best tip for you. All You have to believe is you can never please everyone.
And remind your self that it wouldn't be easy and throughout the job you will face challenges that you never thought of .Act like a boss no matter what.

Unknown....

2011-02-25T01:33:00.005+08:00

So Much dissapointments ,sadness and frustrations to bear in one week.Just wanted to pour it all in this piece but yet no words no energy to mention...
Never been this lonely in life ,having you all in life but unreachable ...Everyone seems so busy that they dont have time for me.i want to talk .i want to release the pain .i asked for a single second from you all which none could give me.
Thank you for letting me know somethings .....
I believe that However long the night, the dawn will somehow break
and insha Allah i will overcome this soon.
May Allah give me the strength and courage to face the disappointments and frustrations and every difficulty that comes the way. Ameen

Dont complain...

2010-10-28T14:55:00.007+08:00

Here is a post i found in www.ezsoftech.com/stories/inspirational.stories.asp

which i found very interesting.Something which we know but often dont think about and ignore.so here is just a moment to think about these and be thankful to what you have been given.

If you don't like something change it .If you can't change it ,change your attitude.Don't complain

(Maya Angelou)

Remember;

If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle ,don not attempt to resolve it yourself!

Kindly put it in the SFGTD( something for god to do ) box.All situations will be resolved ,but in Gods time,not yours.

Once the matter is placed into SFGTD boxyou do not hold onto it by worrying about it.Instead ,focus on all the wonderful things that are present in your life now.

If you find yourself stuck in traffic ,dont despair.There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilage.

Should you have a bad day at work :think of the man who has been out of work for years.

Should you despair over a relationship gone bad :think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return.

Should grieve the passing of another weekend :think of the woman in dire straits,working twelve hours a day ,seven days a week to feed her children.

Should your car break down,leaving you miles away from assistance:think if the paraplegic who would love the opportunity to take that walk.

Should you notice a new gray hair in the mirror:think of the cancer patient in the chemo who wishes she has hair to examine.

Should you find yourself at a loss and pondering what is life all about ,asking what is my purpose?Be thankful. There are those who didnt live long enough to get the opportunity.

Should you find yourself the victim of other peoples bitterness,ignorance,smallness or insecurities :remember things could be worse.You could be one of them

Have a nice day evryone!

my graffitis....

2010-04-14T00:06:00.003+08:00

my graffitis....

2010-03-30T13:31:00.001+08:00

keep smiling always ...

2010-02-07T02:21:00.017+08:00

Tonight when i saw the smile on your face i wished that you smile like that forever
from the bottom of my heart i longed for that day..
all i want is u to be happy..
but sometimes i get so lost
in my dreams and thoughts harsh words cum out.
.and i know it would hurt u
i beg for Ur forgiveness for everything.
i love you and will always do
just wishing and praying for the day
i could make ur day beautiful
a day where Ur smile shines the place
a day where Ur smile last not for a moment
but forever and ever.
i love you mom

A sweet moment

2010-02-07T02:21:00.010+08:00

Once on a Friday i asked my little brother(the most talkative in my family ) to clean his study table.he doesn't keep his books and stuffs neatly.so i keep reminding him to do so. so that day when i asked him to clean his study table he said if a rat run over sis ,sis would tell the rat to go and clean its room.first of all rat should clean himself and his room before running over sis.
it was so funny ..just then i realized how i keep reminding him to keep his stuffs neatly.
well its always good to be home ,to have such funny happy moments with family .

T!m3

2009-10-11T07:42:00.003+08:00

Driving past, walking fast
To the field of dreams, hear the children screams
Every corner represents, a different image in my mind
A momentary emotion, space banked in time
In time
Memories fade like a dusty window pain
And you can't see you past no more
The only thing that remains is that feeling of warmth
In your heart that will always be there… be there
An immortal smile, stays only for a while
But down the line, it strengthens us inside
We all live the illusion of many days to come
Not realizing that tomorrow lies with Allah
The only One,
The Only One
Time goes by on the wings of a butterfly
And what goes with it is all that you have
So take the best of every moment, take the best of every man
Then move on and don't ever look back.. Don’t look back

by zain bhikha

story of life

2009-09-03T21:17:00.003+08:00

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away
that they were meant to be there,
to serve some sort of purpose
teach you a lesson,
or to help you figure out who you are
or who you want to become.
You never know who these people may be
(possibly your roommate, neighbor, coworker, long lost friend, lover,
or even a complete stranger),
but when you lock eyes with them,
you know at that very moment they will affect your life
in some profound way.

And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible,
painful,
and unfair at first,
but in reflection you find
that without overcoming those obstacles
you would have never realized
your potential, strength, will power, or heart.

Everything happens for a reason.
Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck.

Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity
all occur to test the limits of your soul.

Without these small tests, whatever they may be,
life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere.
It would be safe and comfortable,
but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet who affect your life,
and the success and downfalls you experience,
help to create who you are and who you become.
Even the bad experiences can be learned from.
In fact,
they are probably the most poignant and important ones.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart,
forgive them,
for they have helped you learn about trust
and the importance of being cautious
when you open your heart.

If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally,
not only because they love you,
but because in a way, they are teaching you
to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.

Make every day count.
Appreciate every moment
and
take from those moments everything that you possibly can
for you may never be able to experience it again.

Talk to people that you have never talked to before,
and actually listen.

Let yourself fall in love,
break free,
and set your sights high.

Hold your head up because you have every right to.

Tell yourself you are a great individual
and believe in yourself,
for if you don't believe in yourself,
it will be hard for others to believe in you.

You can make of your life anything you wish.
Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.

Most importantly,
"If you LOVE someone tell him or her,
for you never know what tomorrow may have in store."
And learn a lesson in life each day that you live.

THAT'S THE STORY OF LIFE!

by kelly

a dream...

2009-08-27T01:55:00.006+08:00

a dream can change your day for the better or for the worse.it can make u smile ,worried,sad or afraid .however its just a dream. last night i had the most beautiful dream.A dream which i wanted to live in forever.i didn't want to wake up from that.it made my day wonderful.it made me realize that how wonderful life would have been if i had gone for the best of me.
i was so happy in my dream.i wish to be happy the way i was in my dream,but some wishes are so silent..
knowing that it was i wanted i wonder why i took the steps back ..why i did not move towrds the happiness..i know for sure it would make me smile forver,it woud be the best ..then why did i jump into the fire knowing it wud burn me.?some questions are unanswered..

a dream can be beautiful ..we can make it the way we want.but in reality we cant do so.we have to think about not only us but others who are related to the situation before makeing a decison .

sometimes its best to live in the dreams than the reality. :)

confused....

2009-06-23T20:18:00.004+08:00

After a long time stepping into the world full of thoughts.i was away all these days as i was having trouble expressing ..there was so much to write that i dunno from where to start.
Someone said that if u r in such a situation where u have so many things to write just start from the things that cums first to Ur mind ..so here i m gonna give a shape to my thoughts.

life has not been easy these days.i have to make a big decision for which is very difficult.its not a big thing.here i knw what i want but somethings keep stopping me.i really dont knw what is best at this moment.with any step i take there will be people who would be happy as well as disturbed.i don't know which would weigh more to them.
i m in such a confusion .i dunno what to do....

B!g brEak

2009-06-08T02:14:00.004+08:00

after the hectic days of life during the past threee months its now the time to breathe.exam and assigmnets are over.
this is the day i have been waiting impatiently the busy days were so hard for that i needed a break.however i dont want holidays to begin.although the days were hard ,each and evry moment of the day taught me new thing which i would never forget.it was very useful and it can be used when i face the competitive job market.even though i want to have break ,when the time to holidays came close i didnt want to welcome holidays.i would love to learn sumthing than wasting the days wondering about past ,present and future.
well its not in my control to stop the holidays.whatever happens happens for good,its my policy .
so now its my duty to make this holiday wonderful .but my mind is full of questions?at some level i m making the most use of it and at another level its wasted.confused?? :)
what i m saying here i just spent the days at home,watchng movies ,reading stories and den lost in wonders.
threee months is long when dere is nothing to do...hope sumthing intresting cums up dis time making this holiday great.

boring day....

2009-04-18T22:04:00.002+08:00

today was kinda boring and moody day.i was not in a good mood to study.so i tried to make scone.i love scones.but i ended up making biscuits hehe .well it was good too.
And i made pie too.i was in the mood of cooking today :)
well it was good and i m feeling much better now.

celebrating Earth Hour

2009-03-29T08:53:00.006+08:00

Here are some pics of the celebration of earth hour.participating in the world event by switching off the lights inorder to lessen the impact of climate changes.One hour can also make a difference with the contribution of millions and millions of people around the world.it was great to be part of that crowd.well me and my friends had a candlelight dinner in that one hour.Using the hour in the best way.it was fun and had a great time even though it was dark.The candle light was much beautiful :P

a beautiful song

2009-03-21T21:32:00.003+08:00

well isnt this lyrics nice??i like it.hope u guys will like it too :)

trying....

2009-03-19T03:01:00.000+08:00

Happy b'day to my best friend

2009-02-21T18:33:00.007+08:00

let the God decorate each
golden ray of the sun reaching u
with wishes of success,
happiness and prosperity 4 u,
wish you a super duper happy birthday.
so sad i couldn't be with you on this special day.but hope u
are having a great time.miss u

And also here is a wish in advance to a close freind as tomorow is his bday.
Happy bday dear...have a wonderful day

..........................

2009-02-05T02:54:00.005+08:00

i dunno whats wrong with me ..feeling so down,so many things in mind .
i dont want to think about any of those.i just want to be free from such craxy thoughts.
i dont want to look back..i just want to move forward and be happy.
i made my decision long ago and there is no turning back.....

Bride wars

2009-01-30T12:22:00.003+08:00

Recently i watched this movie..Bride wars.i found it very interesting and nice.this is a story of two best friends who plan to have a splendid wedding at plaza(a posh hotel).but they become rivals when they schedule their respective weddings on the same day.this movie shows the fight between two brides,each of them try battling for the perfect wedding.
its a nice and funny movie and i find the following quote from this movie , very touching.
"Sometimes in life there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you'll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding, but theres also the chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself is the same person who's been standing beside you all along.'
well its true and i m sure most of the girls will love this movie after all its all about brides,the wedding.the special day that we, girls dream of from childhood. :)

get well soon grandma

2009-01-26T14:26:00.010+08:00

This is to my grandma.....

My sweet sweet grandma please get well soon. It hurts me to see you sick. Things are lot different now.you don’t have any energy to talk to me also. I feel so sad .when I called you today u couldn’t say a single word. I know u r in pain. It hurts me that I can’t be with you at this rough time. You were always there with me. I won’t forget the one year of my life which I spent with you. You were there every second helping me to feel better when I was grasping for a breath. U held me close to you and searched for every way to cure. When mom was away you were always there. You never made me miss mom. You taught me many things. All the religious things which I learnt were taught by you. And I appreciate everything and I follow all you taught.
Mostly the stories you read to me was great. I love it all and still I remember those especially the story of your life. It was sweet. It brings a smile to remember those moments with you.
I won’t forget those days where you proved that grandmas are the sweetest. You were the only grandparent who were close to me and made me feel important.
Although I m far from you,u never made me feel that. We talked whenever it is possible and if not you would always ask about me from dad. You r so sweet .and I won’t forget this time when I went back after a long time u came to me although u were in pain. You made me a special grand daughter.I won’t forget how u took care of my mom. You accepted her as your daughter and gave all the love she deserves,I m proud of that. you are a great grandma.
And also i won’t forget the time you stood beside me when everyone were against me. You had faith in me and helped me to move forward, holding my dreams. You persuaded everyone to be with me.
Thank you grandma. You did a lot for me and i will never forget the precious time of my life.
you are the best grandma ever.

Please get well sooon.
may Allah give you strength and good health.
i love you a lot and i want you to be fine sooon.

happy new year

2009-01-03T14:45:00.001+08:00

wishing you all a very happy new year

break time....

2008-11-01T22:08:00.002+08:00

well its not a creative drawing .just got bored after working on assigmnet so thought of drawing hehe ...i know its not nice ..but i love drawing so its just a try.
what you guys think of this drawing??i mean answer as a psychologist.what does it resemble?rudness dho hehe ..anyways you guys decide....

lonely...

2008-08-21T23:04:00.009+08:00

Its been long since i havnt posted anything.evryday i open "create a new post" and close that after sometime.Its not that i dont have anything to tell.But i dunno where to start .These days have been the most lonley days of my life.I dunno why it is so ..but i think its because i did let go sumething very important of my life.it was for better but it feels so hard to let go.

2008-08-04T23:24:00.003+08:00

i just hate all of you.......

hate you...

2008-07-17T14:42:00.013+08:00

Hating you for breaking my trust,
for letting me down
for hurting me
for showing me fake dreams
for making my life worse
I hate you for eveyrthing...

only you

2008-07-11T15:57:00.003+08:00

With you, it's all about

voiceless communication

always knowing exactly what to say,

but never actually having to say it.

When no one seems to be listening,

you hear.

When I hurt but don't show it,

you know.

When I turn away to hide my tears,

you see.

When I feel like I can't get through to anyone,

you understand.

Your eyes glow just for me,

and I know you're proud.

You flash your magical,

healing smile my way,

and I know everything will be all right.

You know everything there is to know about me.

You know what worries me,

what keeps me up at night,

and what shames me so badly

that I can't share it with anyone.

Most importantly,

though,

none of those things bother you.

You've restored my faith in people

and proved that there is a thing

called true friendship.

* this is a poem by Dawn Nissen,i found it very touching and intresting,hope all would like it.

A Beautiful Dream

2008-07-09T15:14:00.007+08:00

i knew i was so happy
running on the silvery beach
the sand running through my feet
and the wind playing with my hair
I knew i was waiting for somebody
From the beating of my heart
i felt someone behind me
and i slowly turned around
i saw you clearly
everything i have ever dreamed of
a tall dark stranger who has lived forever in my thoughts
then you slowly turned around
and started walking away
i walked towards you
my footsteps hurrying to meet yours
when i finally reached you
i slowly tugged your hand
you turned towards me
and gave me that mysterious smile
But then the unimaginable happened
you started fading infront of my eyes
when i opened my eyes
i realised i was in my bed
then only did i realise it was a dream
a sweet dream thats all it was
but i knew one thing then
i 'd always remember that smile
because thats all i have
a memory to last for all eternity

HAPPY B'DAY NISH

2008-05-22T11:00:00.007+08:00

Today is your day to celebrate Your day to be the star So let the ones you love all cheer And say how special you are.

Happy bday Nish

Inspirational thoughts

2008-05-15T17:45:00.005+08:00

Your presence is a gift of the world
you are unique and one of kind
your life can be what you want it to be
Take it one day at a time

Count your blessings not your troubles
and you will make it through what comes along
within you are so many answers
understand,have courage & be strong

Don't put limits on yourself
Your dreams are waitng to be realised
don't leave your important decisions to chance
reach for ur peak ,ur goal & ur prize

Nothing wastes more energy than worrying
the longer the problem is carried ,the heavier it gets
don't take things too seriously
live a life of serenity,not a life of regrets

Remember that a littel love goes a long way
remember that a lot goes forever
remember that freindship is a wise investment
lifes treasure are people....together

Have health & hope & Hapinnes
Take time to wish on a star
And dont ever forget for evn a day
How very special you are .

* taken from here and there.

Rats Road

2008-05-02T18:58:00.007+08:00

Today a very funny thing happened.so just want to share with you guys.My friend and me were walking towards our home after going to a bank in uptown.we walked from a dirty & horrible road.while walking i said its "meedhaa magu " as i saw a rat, once there.then my friend said "ehentha,Ur classmate tha?"i was like :-o .couldn't stop laughing.how can a rat be my classmate dho?she thought i was refering to a person whose name was "meedhaa".hehe then i said that i meant "Rat".she also started laughing.And said"neygeyne eh nun ..hama ehn kiyaa myhaku ves mithaa ulhefaane eh nun..emyhunge nameh neygeyne,konme fadha nameh ves kiyaafaane "
it was really funny.But "meedha" for a human???funny lah hehe. kiyaafaane dho.As in my class ,there is a guy called "milo".so its possible but funny .

Bye bye to Assignments

2008-04-28T21:58:00.007+08:00

A LONG GOODBYE TO ASSIGNMENTS. such a big relief until next semester.however tension is not yet over as i wonder about the results.i m not fully satisfied with the assignments as they were done almost in a rush.no particular reason for that.just the mood which changes :) i hope and pray for a good result. And also there is pressure of exam which is very close.so need to put more efforts in to studies and work much harder.Hope the mood don't changes this time :P

Avoiding idleness...

2008-04-19T16:47:00.015+08:00

" Leisure can be both a problem and a solution."Nathaniel LeTonnerre.
It is very true.It can be a problem to those who don't know how to use the leisure time and a solution to those who use the most of it.In this world there are many who may not know how to use the leisure time effectively and i am one of them.I hate leisure time because i don't have many things to do during that time.I don't have much interest in most of the things .Very few things catch my eye.Like reading books,magazines and articles which i love to do most. And other things like listening to music ,going out with friends ,poetry depends on my mood.
The only thing which i can do during such time is thinking which is good in a way.In such cases only when it helps our soul.But nowadays being far from all my loved ones and facing the downside of life,i can't think positively.Negative feelings roam around my mind.So leisure time creates problems for me which i want to change.And it's in my control only.I want to do something in those times for which i created this blog,hoping to share my happy ,sad and crazy thoughts.And I am wishing upon a star.......