Totally ok

Yesterday i had a great time with few of my friends. After a long time we got to spend some time together for few hours recalling old school days and discussing about big dreams and changes. I had a great time. Yet there was something that disturbed me for a while. Somehow it was surprising. while teasing each other seeing the beautiful full moon my friend asked me about missing someone. I instantly replied i dont miss anyone. It may be hard to believe .yet its true.I dont have the feeling of missing anyone now. Maybe i became rockhearted .Its not that i don't care about any of my friends. But Somehow i m just adjsuted to the life where i don't miss anyone. Maybe i am lost in another world. This is not totally me. Maybe the new me.

My friend said that in everyone's life there comes a point where we love to be alone.It s human nature. I don't know whether he was kidding or not. Somehow i believe that statement is true.I used to call or text my friends whenever possible although not lot. I always keeps in touch. But now there is only one or two friends whom i text which is also very few times.Am i changed ?I wonder. I don't know the answer to those questions. But what i know is i do care about all of my friends. And love to spend some time together.

It is also true that i feel lonely among the crowds and i feel better when i am alone or with only few special friends.If this is wrong then ya i may be changed.Maybe this is the nature of Humans. I have seen such changes in many of my friends. It took time for them to be back to the real world. And this is the time i am facing such situation.I don't feel lonely . I have all you guys who make me feel lucky. yet I cant help it. It will take time. My dear friends if you feel i am not been me for the past few days or now don't be worried. THis is totally normal. I love you all . Thank you for being there always.